I had just finished a phone consultation with my mom’s doctor on her condition and the
reality of the fact that I have a “NEW mom,” because of Alzheimer’s hit me hard … the tears and the words flowed…
My tears flow like a river
Heart heavy and weary
Sadness envelopes me
Despair ensues my being
Weariness abounds
Watching those close to me
Making choices
Bringing Dis Ease on
Their full awareness gone
Mourning the closeness
Of a parent lost in a mind trap
My heart love is full
Seeking treasured hopes
In the midst of such unknown
I am assured of one thing
I am never alone and this
I count my blessings on
This too will pass
And light always shines
I am my journey
My path is one
I must bear alone
Support surrounds
Kindness hugs me
As I go through
Knowing I will be and
I am ok
J.K.M. July 2013