Author Archives: Judy

On the move again

As I wander through the maze of my packed boxes, I think of the two major life changing decisions that I have made in the past month that already have and will continue to impact my life in wondrous, magnificent ways and in ways that I haven’t even imagined yet. I am on the move again and this is a very happy move for me in so many ways. I have moved my residence quite a few times in the past 5 years. Each time Continue reading →

…the next part of my journey…

As I step into the next part of my journey, I must admit there is a little uneasiness. I can feel the excitement building, my anxious heart races with the anticipation of wildly, awesome, heart changing events on the verge of become real. My life is about to change and all for the better. I will be embarking on a journey that was written in the cards and that all my life events and experiences have set me up for. I am bursting with joy Continue reading →

Symbolism

As I open my garden door curtains I am greeted by a raccoon who has his nose right up against the door looking at me. I sit with my forehead pressing against the glass looking into his eyes and I see myself. I see the depths of spirit, I feel the connection. I am feeling honoured and blessed to have this opportunity for communion. Then if I wasn’t feeling blessed enough a skunk came strolling by with his nose to the ground. He walked about, Continue reading →

What did I learn today?

Today was a special day.  So, what have I learned today? I thought about my life and how it has and still is changing so fast, at lightening speed actually. If you where to ask me three years ago if I ever thought I would be experiencing  these radical changes in my life, my answer would have been an emphatical “nope!” So, what has changed for me? Oh, now that would take a long time to write about but, I think the most important thing Continue reading →

flow…

This heavy energy is still emitting life changing moments for me, subtle, but somehow strong at the same time. The opportunities I have for change are immense and yet not perfectly timed to my mind that says, “let them happen right now”. I am learning to let go of the “control” and allow my life to unfold exactly how and when it needs to happen. This is not always easy for me and many times during the day get nudged into remembering that my purpose Continue reading →

I wait…

I feel lost Words are not flowing Inspiration doesn’t seem to show up I am depressed I know I will come out and insight will be given I just wanna feel happy today Everything I thought I was is not What am I to do with these things I know How can this emptiness be so My gifts were written in the stars I was told I would know All things reveled in time That I would leave my mark That all would flow together Continue reading →

Mourning Tears

I had just finished a phone consultation with my mom’s doctor on her condition and thereality of the fact that I have a “NEW mom,” because of Alzheimer’s hit me hard … the tears and the words flowed… My tears flow like a river Heart heavy and weary Sadness envelopes me Despair ensues my being Weariness abounds Watching those close to me Making choices Bringing Dis Ease on Their full awareness gone Mourning the closeness Of a parent lost in a mind trap My heart love is full Continue reading →

Zucchini Boats

Just cut a zucchini in half lengthwise and trim a little off the bottom so it sits still. Scoop out the center where the seeds are with a spoon. Brush the surface with a mixture of crushed garlic, olive oil, salt and pepper. Arrange halved grape tomatoes into the grooves, sprinkle with bread crumbs and bake in a 350 degree oven for about 30 minutes. Remove and place your choice of cheese in between the tomatoes, place them back in, but now under the broiler Continue reading →

Me

the day is over I sit quiet by the fire the world shows the moment in time that I let go of me and surrendered to being someone that was not the me that I have come to know the me that drives passion to it fullest to know without a doubt that my perception is my reality and those things I feel deep within my soul really are the me that I have come to be

Spiritual Alignment

I’m starting to find my way back…who’da thunk I’d be down for so long. I realize that I have been out of spiritual alignment for quite sometime. I felt like I had lost a part of me. I wasn’t happy, I just kept on giving and giving. Discouraged and depleted I knew I needed some guidance. As the saying goes, when the student is ready the teacher shows up and that’s what’s happened. I am in the process of letting go of old beliefs that Continue reading →

Healing Love

My first published poem…this came to me right after the Boston Marathon bombings… When the world is faced with lies who is the one that will unveil the ties that bind A world in cloak designed to choke yet, light filters through for those who want peace and truth Mourners cry at sights untold devastated the youth of old casting shadows forevermore Let us find the way the road to love swept through the blood to the other side where everlasting love resides Take my Continue reading →

living my heart’s desire

When I took a good close look at myself and went deep within, I could see my heart was crying out for more, more of me, more living for me, more love for me, more of who I am called to be. It has been so apparent, not only to me and those who know me well, that I had “gave” myself away in so many areas. Always doing what I thought pleases others, instead of what I “felt” led  to do from my heart. Continue reading →